my world of dreams

in my world of dreams
things are not as you may think
the rabbits walk the humans hop
the birds are controlled by strings
in my world of dreams

in my world of dreams
get ready to see a scene
of trees dancing flowers talking
and predators catching prey
just hope that you don't stray
in my world of dreams

how to get you may ask
it's not as tough as it may seem
close your eyes
clear your head
and welcome to my world of dreams.

this is old, so, be nice.
yeah.

my plans

so my plan is im going to try to find all my favorite poems and post one everyday... i was listening to Taylor swift for some strange reason and the song "speak now" came on. i have said many times how much i hate said song but i listened to the words and realize though not as extreme i have done what she is talking bout. i really had to sit down and think about it. i have openly said i thought the song was selfish and that if you love someone and that person is happy with someone else. let them go. i also realized its not that easy... since i know how much i hate being somewhat hypocritical. im  gonna start trying to do what i think is right and listen to my own advice... "give him up"

i decided my poem for today will be one on the happier side

reach out
when your life gets crazy
and your hopes grow few
call out for me and i will be there for you


when you fall or stumble
and it seems your best wont do
reach out to me and ill be there for you


when your heart breaks
and you become blue
cry out for me and ill be there for you.


when you start to cry
that will be my Que 
to extend my arms and reach out to you...

dried irises

   it looks like a swooping dragon but its very pretty to me... even beauttiful in death... 

if...

im bored

• If I was a month, id be october

If I was a time of day, I'd be midnight

If I was a direction, I'd be north

If I was a planet, I'd be Gallifrey.

If I was a piece of furniture, I'd be a bookshelf

If I was a poet, I'd be shel silverstien

If I was a gemstone, I'd be onyx

If I was a tree, I'd be a weeping willow

If I was a bird I'd, I'd be a hawk

If I was a tool, I'd be a hammer

If I was a flower, id be a  dried iris

If I was a season, I'd be fall

If I was a musical instrument, I'd be drums 

If I was a word, I'd be oxymoron

If I was a feeling, I'd be depression

If I was a fruit, I'd be a pomegranate 

If I was a sound, I'd be a silent scream

If I was a body part, I'd be an eye

If I was an automobile, I'd be a a crappy beat up van

If I was a place, I'd be borders

If I was a jewelry, I'd be a lip ring

If I was an age, I'd be 25

If I was a weapon, I'd be a katana

If I was a country, I'd be England

if i were an animal, id be a unicorn

if i were a writing utensil, id be a sharpie

so my friend did this so i thought why not sooo yup

bravery...ish

Jerr:  oh... snap..... hi!... we need to start calling someone peanut butter.... 

 me:  hmmm and why is that...

 Jerr:  we could be weird... have that person stand next to jillian... Peanut butter and jilly!.... and then i'd walk away and pretend i didn't think of it ...

             just saying i felt this needed to be shown to show that my friend jedi is NOT the sane one in my group... anywho i have decided to go against my head and post some of my poems and or songs up here so... here goes...

do you know what your doing to me?

do you know what youve done to my heart?

do you know whats happening to my soul?

do you know your tearing me apart?

im filled with emotions,

but im filled with nothing at all.

my wings have been ripped of

now im starting to fall.

down through the clouds.

down unto earth.

forced right back down,

to the planet of my birth.

i feel as if im hopeless,

 but then i look around.

i realize all that i have. 

i have realized im not suffering.

i have my friends,

i have my family.

even though we will never be what i had so strongly hoped.

i even still have you.

k so i know its somewhat stupid and sounds overly despreate but i wrote this when i was hurt broken and needed to find a reason to hope... hope yall like it... 

I am warm-hearted, i am reliable, i am generous, i am smart, i am strong... I am hopeful... I am loved... I realize how much my friends help keep me like this<3

Hi so im experimenting with blogger mobile so im posting from my phone sooo yup

hiya

hmmm i have absoluty nothing to say....... yup so im tired and bored so im making a blog i dont know where im headed with this but i have a feeling its gunna be weird... and awesome sooo.... im a geek in many ways so be prepared for random coments about weird geeky stuff... and i like dots...


so thats all for now TaTa [0.0]