ummmrawrandstuff: 2012

Thursday, July 26, 2012

improvement?

what would you do if i were to die tomorrow?
would you sit there and weep filled with sorrow?
would you simply waste away the day
or would you tell yourself it will be ok?
would you hold my picture to your chest?
would you wonder if its all some giant test?
would you listen to the songs that bring me to mind?
would you continue to search for what i couldn't find?
would you light a candle every year on the day i happened to die
or would you simply open your mouth and whisper goodbye?

so this is a really old poem and i forgot about it... completely. it is weird seeing how much better i have actually gotten at poetry... and how much i loved rhyming... yuppers... oh and hello again people! i am trying to get into blogging more and stuff so yeah.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

happy!

happy! by madgirl123456789 on polyvore.com

Sunday, June 17, 2012

my love...

ok so this is a little late but i have decided i must declare my love..................

for.... the divergent series!... haha like legit... i have never been able to say my favorite book cause i have read so many and its always been to hard to chose... but ohmyfreakinggosh... I AM LIKE OBSESSED!!!!!! really i need the third book... and i guess the movie should be coming out in like 2015... it is such a long wait... and i have seen some of the "dream cast" things people have done and i am so picky i dont agree with like any of them... so i shall become a fangirl and do my own...

for Tris... Skyler Samuels

and Four... Steven R. Mcqueen

now Eric... Criss Angel... (i know not gunna happen but he fits!)

next up Caleb... William Moseley(gotta dye his hair...)

next is al... Cory Monteith

and now we have Christina... Tiffany Hines

next jeanine... Tina Fey...

and peter... sterling knight/Grey Damon...(yeah i had no idea who for him..)

and now my sad fangirl moment is over... though that was fun... but really if you have not already read this book you really need to!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, June 8, 2012

Saturday, April 7, 2012

yum... glitter

yum... glitter by madgirl123456789 featuring a knit cardigan

well hello there

so its been a very long time since i have posted a poem I've had major writers block... but i just recently wrote a new poem its rather short but i would like to post it...

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thoughts run throughout my mind,

bouncing of corners and dead ends.

echoing loudly,

growing more frustrated and furious.

never finding the way out of this entrapping maze.

scratching on the walls.

tearing at the fragile structure of emotion.

deep inside there is no more peace,

no more faith.

all clarity melts away.

I'm falling apart,