Wow its been so long since i have done a real post... Or i guess a good post... Well... Yeah... Ill try to get a good one up soon... Maybe a poem...

role play

role play by madgirl123456789 on polyvore.com

trying

trying by madgirl123456789 on polyvore.com

I dont know why i love to mess up... Its just crazy...

why?

gosh why am i so emotional right now everything is making me cry today... blah stupid stress and thinking and people and music that makes me cry and hurt.... i dont know why but everything just seems wrong... i am not sleeping well or eating or anything...i just want some normal in my life some thing simple... im failing classes im freaking out on people im freaking out on myself... i need a break... but alas i cant have one cause i have to force myself to work toward things i dont care about and go places i dont want to be and be around people that frankly i just dont like.... i hate being this negative and i know this is just me whining and complaining but i just gotta let stuff out... hmph well i've wasted enough of your time now...  i guess i should try to sleep...



on the bright side my youth leader found this song for me! it does not really help my stupid thinking but hey its cute...

I love marilyn monroe:)