point of view...

OK it has been a crazy long time since i have posted lets start this off with 2 yes i said two new poems... here goes...

where everyone else only sees the wind in the grass

or an empty shadow.

i see my greatest fears ready to pounce.

i see destruction take form and hate radiate.

i see hope flee and feel safety fade away.

i hear the piercing screams and the defeated pleas.

i see the fallen soldiers and embrace the broken families.

i feel the motion of the curve in this everlasting circle of

love,

loss,

regret,

depression.

i sense the whispered lies

and run from the terror filled cries...

number 2...

the rain to wash the fears away.

the lightening to scorch our doubts.

the thunder to make the darkness flee.

and you to keep it out.

a gust of wind to ignite the final heart.

a never ending flame to show we did our part.

the second one is really short... bu hey i said 2 poems not to "long" poems :P

anywho...

life has been truly crazy. and tiring beyond belief. it seems i have no energy left for this year I'm emotionally rained and physically drained... i found out and climb and descend a minimum of 320 stairs and that is if i don't go to my locker... but on the bright side i have kinda sorta made some kind of potential friends... AAAAHHHHH OMG I'm so happy my school library is amazing. there are sooo many books!!! i went to the online catalog and made a book list of like 75 books.. sad thing is i think i might actually be able to read them all in one school year and that is my goal.. i have a feeling the people in the library are going to love me... so Friday night i went to my schools football game with my sister to help her record the game so i got a cool press pass and was able to legit walk on the field and i felt special... though from looking at the footage i realized i am extremely shaky.... so i think that is all for the random catch up jazz... oh and just thought i would add... I LOVE JESUS... and GOTT LIEBT DU!!!! (that is god loves you in German)