gosh why am i so emotional right now everything is making me cry today... blah stupid stress and thinking and people and music that makes me cry and hurt.... i dont know why but everything just seems wrong... i am not sleeping well or eating or anything...i just want some normal in my life some thing simple... im failing classes im freaking out on people im freaking out on myself... i need a break... but alas i cant have one cause i have to force myself to work toward things i dont care about and go places i dont want to be and be around people that frankly i just dont like.... i hate being this negative and i know this is just me whining and complaining but i just gotta let stuff out... hmph well i've wasted enough of your time now... i guess i should try to sleep...
on the bright side my youth leader found this song for me! it does not really help my stupid thinking but hey its cute...
well i love youu.
ReplyDeleteBaby... I had no idea you were so depressed... I want to help you out... I love you baby, you can tell me anything...
ReplyDeleteIt's okay to let it out...you're not whining! I owe you a hug!
ReplyDeletelove you!